It has been almost a week since I've updated my blog. Well, the days without FB really doesn't make much difference in my life, but it really helps me to decrease the time in surfing the net. I feel like activating my fb account and also playing some online games because I need entertainments. But i'll only do it after my March's test. It is in two weeks time yet I haven't studied and I don't think two weeks is enough for me to cover all subjects.
eleven subjects. I wonder how the smart people who got straight A's for their spm. They must be nerds. hahahahha, jokingg :P They are genius and have smart brains.
ok ok , lets change to a new topic >.<
Lets talk about something happy.

 I am looking forward for March's school holidays.
im so excited. I have got my plans, lets work them out ;)

15.2.2011

15 . 2. 2011

is the best day of my life year 2011.

Yesterday was the best and happiest day. It has been a period since I've ever felt so happy. I really appreciate this day.

and I really wanna thank God for this day.

This day is full of fun and entertainment. How good it is if everyday is just like yesterday. A holiday which we don't need to study and we can have fun from the morning until  the night.

gahh, I am dreaming again. But well, I just hope that I will feel as happy as yesterday even without the entertainments.

Went Sunway Lagoon and Karaoke yesterday.

Although it's super expensive but, still worth it. (for me)

because I really enjoyed every single second that I spent.

Now I really feel so much better, I really hope that the happiness will stay forever.

now, I am looking forward for the outing with you bestie.

You know who you are, and I really wanna thank you! ;)

muacks.

不管我再多努力。。 我也无法改变事实 。。

 我是否该说服自己放弃呢？

It is so hard to find someone to talk to. It is so freaking hard.
Everyone is busy. Or they would have just replied you half way then they don't reply. Why. Am I a boring person who has no topic all the time to start a new conversation? Pathetically, I AM :(
When i really needed someone, who is there for me? ( I MEAN FRIENDS ) When I really needed someone, who would willing to sacrifice few minutes just to talk to me?  Who would help me when I really needed someone's help? 
I am really jealous of the people who have so many friends out there. Just a call, their friends would be there. How about me?

I've changed my background song, to Amazing Grace and few more songs. But I really like Amazing Grace so much.
It always makes me feel good and this song is really powerful.
Because even Baby Charmaine stopped when she was half way crying for milk when she heard this song.
This is such an amazing song with amazing grace of God :)
God is so powerful.

我突然好想用华语来写。。我的华语一天比一天更差。。是时候练习一下了。。赫赫。。
本人现在在表姐的家。。没事干，所以想写blog. 除了blog,我不知道还有什么可做了。。因为我已经quit Facebook.

这几天发生了好多好多事。。。
这些事给我带来了许多困扰，我真的还不懂得解决。。
但是，上帝很好。。他给我派来了许多天使来安慰我。。虽然好多时候我还是在困扰中。。但是我有一个很伟大的天父一直在我身边安慰我，守护着我。。
我知道，他无时无刻地等待着我把全部东西交托在他手中。。因为，只有他才有能力帮助我。。 给我安慰和喜悦。。
也因为这些问题的出现，我学会了放下。。
其实人，不应该把每件事都握得太紧。。凡是看开点。。自己才会开心。。
因为人的执著才会带来那么多的折磨。。

做人，要求不要太高。。因为达不到自己所设定的要求，只会弄到自己更辛苦。。
所谓 ：知足常乐。 人生，没有什么更重要了，，最重要的是开心。开心就好。。。

There's a friend, asked me to read the book of ecclesiastes,

''it tells you to not fuse yourself with wine to forget problems, instead take that step, trust the Lord, let Him help you with your problems, that way "through Christ all things shall be possible"

and one of his status-es was

if you "want" something from someone, that includes a simple thing you say "I just want security from him", be prepared to pay for it, and maybe after paying for it, you won't get what you "want", cuz it's just what you "want", you can't make it a "need", you won't die without it

Well, I am super agreed with it. We really need to pay for it, if we want something. and sometimes, what we always want might not be something that we really need.
So now, I don't expect much already ..lets see what is going to happen in the future.

Yes, I'll be quiting FB. So unbelievable isn't? FB was so important for me last time because without it I would feel bored and nothing to do all the time. But now I decided to quit it.
Well, maybe I'll still come back to FB because I think that's the only way to stay connected with my friends. But I don't know when it is.

I dislike FB now, because I feel lonely in it. hahahahha :P jk.
Well, FB entertains, keeps people accompanied, but well it is not as good as...
hah ok la, not gonna talk much about it already. Because I don't like to go online now. But i'll still keep my blog updated, so no worries people.
Gonna miss all my fb friendss :)

Things always go upside down, but this is life.
Even though we cannot take it, we still have to accept it.
I will try my best to rescue it.

Though there were bad and good things happened today, but still it's a good day.
I really wanna thank God. I don't ask much . I only want happiness and joy.

Silly friend, You will never been replaced. I always love you one okay.
You are always playing an important role in my lifeee.
serious. You are my bestie everrrr! <3 xoxo

I am going to surrender.
I don't and I won't want to bother anything about it anymore. I am tired! D: Everything has a limit, included patience.

Ok let me tell you how I feel.
I feel so tired, lazy. I don't wanna do my work. I don't wanna go to school
I am .. STILL IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD.
Seriously, I think CNY's holidays are too less. Should've added few more days. Don't you agree?

Something I always think it's impossible to happen, is going to happen I guess.
This is such a bad thing, I pray that it will NOT happen. I hate this kind of feelings. I hate you. I hate you . I hate you! D:

nawww,  I am not going to be emo. Never will. Because I am a cheerful person, winks.

My birthday has finally come.
Something that I always think it's impossible happens. Thank God for that.
I feel grateful and happy with what I have got today. I wasn't that happy in the beginning, but I know I shouldn't have grumbled so much. There were so many of them celebrated this day with me.

I would like to thank -

1.my mum - who had spent hours in the kitchen cooking just for this minor party.

2. My dad, who fetches me here and there even he's busy.

xxxxxxxxxx D:

4. My relatives , aunties,cousins.. and friends - who had celebrated this day with me, buying me lovely presents .



Learn to accept everything with a cheerful heart :)

Proverbs 22 : 17 A cheerful is a good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up bones.

Is it so hard to find someone to talk to.
What kinda friend are these.. haih.

piggy and panda, gifted as my bday present by my baby :)

cute right,i know :D

well, I will be posting my little banana, and sinchan which were gifted by my darling and honey later, so stay tune kays :P

and I just taken our reunion dinner with my family, the food is so scrumptious <3
Had a great conversation with my brother :)
Tmr is CNY, hey hey. Where are you guys goingg? I am going back to KL to visit my aunty :D It's time to collect angpaos. ahhhh :)
can't wait.

CNY EVE.

I can't wait for my bday to come.

I wonder what will happen that day.

or nothing will happen that day?

lol.

I think celebrating birthday during CNY is not a good thing,

because it will be difficult to buy a cake.

and the friends would not be around because they are going back to their hometown.

sad :(