Depressed.

I hate it, I hate it.. I seriously hate it! ARGH.
I am so depressed.

Booo.

I bought so many exercise book just now, and guess what. They costed me for like 70 bucks. -.- Thanks mummy, I promise I will finish them all :)
5 more weeks!

OMG?

Ah, I can't believe there's only 6 weeks left. Honestly, I am not prepared yet. What can I do to make myself improve. One thing which I cannot accept in my life is, I got a C for my sejarah! What la weih. I studied 10 hours just for that particular subject. I know this is so SILLY and I promise that I will never do that again. Practice makes perfect. I shall do more exercise. DD;

p/s: 41 Days left.

Brain test.

I did this brain test and here is the result . ;)

You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist.


Your left brain/right brain percentage was calculated by combining the individual scores of each half's sub-categories. They are as follows:



Left Brain
•Linear
•Sequential
•Symbolic
•Logical
•Verbal
•Reality-based



Right Brain
•Holistic
•Random
•Concrete
•Intuitive
•Nonverbal
•Fantasy-oriented

Each of these 12 categories has its own distinctive influence in shaping how you think, learn, and perceive the world around you. A detailed evaluation of your brain type has been prepared and is waiting for you. Order the full report now for this information and an insight on why you are who you are!

blow wind blowww.

I got my maths paper already. It's okay only,just fine.Well, I still need to work harder.LOL..Anyways, I've improved my geography, but my KH... D: okay, I am not going to talk about it. I should study harderrrr alreadyy :(

Mum bought me Dave Deli's chicken. I have not eaten it for like ages already. I want moreeee ;( I want whipped potato too!

Breakthrough lol.

Me too :)

Uselessness.

woops, mistaken. sry.

sour pie.

Great. Now I know you wanted to stop talking before she comes to church. FYI, I did not say that you're jealous of both of us. But what I saw was, you STOPPED talking to me after she comes to church. Wow, I didn't know I am such a person. I didn't know I'm a person who likes to take advantages of my friends. Sorry, if I've ever made you feel that I am taking advantages of you. But I swear, I did not. Since the day he comes to church, only you who often talk to him and trying to mix around with him. I remember every Sunday after service we would go lunch somewhere else. I didn't know it makes you think that I'm making use of you, just for not letting other people notice it.

I didn't get angry when you started stop talking to me. I seriously didn't know what happened and you didn't tell me. But what I expect was, maybe you feel left out when she comes. Maybe you feel that when I have my best friend with me, then I'll forget about you. All these is what I expected and what I told him and HER. But one thing which I really cannot accept is, I am such a friend who takes advantages of my friends. Seriously, did I give you sucha feeling? I admit that I did say that I hate you, I told him that I won't forgive you because I really can't take it. Even a very good friend which I have known for years takes me as this kind of person. But I know that I still have to forgive, or I will not be forgiven. But do you know, how hurt and hard it is to forgive.

We were once best friends. I really have no idea why will it happen and it really takes us so long. I didn't say that we cannot be friends anymore because I want a friend than an enemy. and for your information, I did not say anything about it before until now. I did not say, and I will not say. Because I know, no one can understand better than us. Well, I don't know what is going on and I don't know what am I supposed to do. If you still feel uneasy to talk to me, it's okay.Lastly, I want to clarify that I am not making use of you nor taking advantages of you. I am sorry for everything and I believe that it really troubles us. I hope that we will continue to move on.

you are not a bad friend, you were my good friend.

I don't deserve it either.

If you're reading it, good for you too. If you're not, it's fine.
Well, as I have mentioned, don't enter my blog if you do not like me. Once you're entered, then shut up, read it and FORGET about it.

I tell you, I don't deserve anything EITHER. Why should I suffer like that? Why should I be the one who keeps on avoiding. Seriously, I don't know how to face you at all. And please don't put the blame on others. What is done, is done. Fyi, it is not a misunderstanding. Well, lets say it is. You are the one who causes it to happen. You should have known, the status-es is FOR YOU and I did say that I HATE YOU. I should tell you the truth incase you misunderstand someone. If you want to hate me back, then it is up to you or you might have hated me for so long already, who knows. Don't try to give me stupid excuses. You are the one who started it first. Before I get angry, I have asked myself for so many times whether am I being a little too sensitive. but not, I AM NOT. Sounds like I am the one who causes it to happen, sounds like I am the one who had done wrong, sounds like I am the one who needs to go and apologize. Come on, If you don't want to then just leave it. No one is able to force you to do something that you are not willing to do. Yes, you came and talk to me first. So what? Doesn't mean that I should come and talk to you the next time. Plus, I did give you response. And what response did I give which makes you not satisfy with it? What do you expect me to reply back. HUH.

The last time we argued was because of someone else's problem. And what did you tell the others. We are impossible to be as close friends as last time already. Yeah, now I think it's impossible already. Because, a good friend tolerates and understands. A good friend will try to retain the friendship no matter how hard it is. A good friend confronts each another, but NOT KEEPING EVERYTHING INSIDE THE HEART. This is what a friend does.

P/s: JUST SHOW THIS POST TO WHATEVER FRIEND THAT YOU WANNA SHOW, I KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS DO THAT. TELL THEM HOW BAD AM I. AND WHAT KIND OF FRIEND I AM.

and I don't think I AM COMPLETELY WRONG.

so tiny );

BURSTING.

Seriously, I can't take it nor handle it.
Well, I have a question. Does stress kill?

Peanut!

Since you're like that. So what's the point of waiting.
I won't beg you anymore. You better don't knock the door.

I can't see the rainbow :(

It is Sunday again.
Went church usually, and everything's fine :) Nothing special. Well, it is the time for me to change my lifestyle which is NOT RIGHT in God's eyes. He is coming back very soon. What have I done all this while, haha. nothing - -
Seriously, I am not prepared yet.

Okay, as what I have mentioned in my previous post, trial is over. It is time for me to release my stresssssssss. How? SHOPPING =)

somehow, I like it.

I dreamt the same dream again last night, it is not exactly the same one but kinda the same. What is it God actually wants me to do? Maybe what she says is right,others might have already let go, but I am still holding it. Can someone teaches me how. God, I seriously need your help :(

This morning, I turned on the pc. I saw this person's profile on fb, then I clicked. Only I realized that this person actually has a blog. I read the post and it seriously freaked me out. What is it about? hah, you don't have to know :/
Sometimes, I choose not to know than knowing something which tortures you alot.

Well, this is my new blogskin. Although it looks simple, but I just like it :)

hey.

Hey people, it is my new blog.A new blog, a new start right.

HAHA. Anyways, I wanted to keep my previous blog active after my PMR which is a major exam.

But then, I changed my mind.Trial is over.I really really wanna thank God for giving me strength to study although it seriously tortures me ALOT D:

Especially for my maths paper, I had really no idea for that question.

But God teached me how to do right after my prayers.

It's SO GREAT :DDAnd also for my KH paper today. I did not study at all.

But it's quite ok, not as bad as I thought :)